Another lifeless weekend

Bonjour. Aha, trying to keep my blog updated. Today is just another day that my mind never sleeps just thinking about him. I miss him alot and I know he obviously won't feel the same towards me. He somehow dissapeared just like that. I mean,I haven't really met him in person...but,okay. Here's how it goes. I was checking on my online friends list on facebook and somehow I caught his name and it got me  wondering "when was I friends with him?" He had this cute default picture and so it made me stalked his profile.He had this cute pictures of him skate boarding, with that cute smile,that hair ohmygod. urgh lol ok. So then we started chatting and we became sorta like close friends. I told my friends about him and most of them thinks he's fake.That's when my heart crashed into pieces. I wasn't really sure if it's true or not because their reason to be calling him fake was that his pictures looked so photogenic and he doesn't really have any tagged pictures from his friends or anything. But I don't really blame them tho. So I don't really believe it and kept on chatting with him to find out more about him. He was so nice and caring. We joked around,talked about our interest and studies,laughed. And you have no idea how much I miss that time..Well,he was the guy I had a crush on. After awhile we stopped chatting with each other. He rarely went online tho. Then I made a move.. a simple hi I typed in. So I waited and still not single reply. Months after months of waiting. Still nothing. So I gave up. I sended him a long text and I confessed to him. And then I sended. Still I got no response. His twitter was dead too. It's mostly virus's tweets :/ Memories chatting with him started wandering aound in my head. I dreamt about him mostly about more than 5 times but I'm not really sure what it means. One of my friend told me that it actually meant that person misses you. I was too happy to hear that but somewhere deep down inside of me didn't really believe that. I mean like why would someone like him misses an ugly muggle like me? Lol ok, inner potterhead strikes.Well,it's actually a very long depressing story but I'd just tell you guys some of it. Somehow I'd liked to thank my friends who had supported me with much big help. Love them loads xo But then get this, I got rumours saying that he had a crush on me too..

Biebeeeeeeeeeer :*

Sup hommies.He's hot. Ngeh :b

Zoooooey Deschanel ♥

Ohmygod. She's so pretty. But sometimes I wonder if she's Katy Perry's long lost twin or something. haha. So,I haven't really updated my blog zzzz. It's been a boring day and a boring life. I hate this. So my school are having the IU day on the 8th of June and I have nothing to wear. I told mom to take me shopping but she somehow is just to lazy to bring me anywhere. Zzzzz and apparently,I have no money. The joy,wuuuuu. Well,this is sooooo out of the topic but heh :b Yada yada yada I'm bored so I'm just stopping till here. Bye x